found this in my old blog

im sick of myself, not just now but from a year ago, and six months ago, and everytime i look at myself from maybe even just 2 weeks ago, i'm kind of disgusted with who i used to be, and so probably even who i am right now. anyway, i decided to never look at my old blogs again, and instead just post selections that specifically highlight who you should be glad you don't know right now. this is number one, from before my life got tipped on its side and then back upright about 9 months ago. im bruised from the fall, but what else is new?

 


Oh, probably because I hate you... that's right. And another thing, you can take your fancy blue books and multiple questions and shove them up your short answers. That's right bitch.

Yes, I have been not studying all night for two midterms tomorrow that I am entirely unprepared for. Things that I have done instead:
went to Deerfield Press
went to Duffy's and bought 4, count 'em 4 boxes of Tazo Green Teas
went to the Bean Counter TWICE (once for an iced latte and Jean and I went for a walk, then once for an application and a raspberry mocha, of which i forgot to get soy instead of regular milk so i felt kind of sick all evening)
went to Target, almost bought Blondie's Greatest Hits, but decided against it, almost bought a cute sweater, decided against, almost bought a dress, decided against it... bought nothing
watched a half an hour of "Slackers" (i think that Jason Schwartzman is going to propose any day now)
went to dinner with my dad, jean, and melissa after an unsuccessful apartment showing. hopefully friday will be more fruitful in that regard.
got officially hired for my new job
participated in a CUFS meeting (showing up late and leaving early seems to be my style... im the worst co-director ever)
made out... i mean hung out with chloe in the WheatBread office updating my blog and talking to sarah and jean and waxing philosophical over vanilla djarums. i've become such a privelaged college fuck. That's about it for now.
*hugs and kisses*